I get all that, but the thing is, much as I love him, I don't want him back either.

I want to start over. I think you are right, R, he is too arrogant. He also cannot take any responsibility for his actions, rather blames it on everyone else. I mean, seriously, he couldn't sit with me for ten minutes because he was afraid I was going to seduce him? For crying out loud, my brother died. I needed someone, anyone at that point. Who thinks like that?

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..