I agree..for now -dont give your H the letter But write it get everything out edit it dont give it to him save it you can always decide to give H a letter later
good job with no R talks H was interested in your energy after you went out be unpredictable I would make plans or figure out something to do this weekend at least part of the time even if you go to a movie alone volunteer somewhere get involved at church join a book club
or call a girl friend
I started taking dance lessons early on in the crises and that gave me a social life It wa fun and still is I made friends danced every thursday and saturday I became a decent dancer and I love it never thought about dancing before this time in my life met a guy adventually but I didnt go for that reason..I went to get my mind off things and experience life as a single person because I was be a little mysterious and continue as hard as it is to be upbeat to H smile at him act forgiving no R talks IF he has a ow in canada that may be better than having one around the corner it could end before it gets to far see if you can stick this out a little longer and just practice taking care of yourself You will know more later and remember whatever H does, you will be ok we have all survivied this and come out better, happier and nore enlightened you will too trust God and yourself you are wise and capable you were chosen to weather this because you can peace peace
married 14 years H 42 bomb 2/07 IDLYA D final 3 /09 M ow D ow