Ups and Downs

[Energizer Bunny]

There. I am now "Energizer Bunny." Still Going

I realized last night that we are going on three weeks w/o any R talk. This has been the longest that we have gone in the over 10 months since the bomb. It would seem that we had been in a pattern of every 1 to 2 weeks I would have had enough of her dropping bait, being hurtful, etc, and I would pick at it.

I didn't get the DR book until last month, but I knew that I had to make changes. I was thinking "I've made changes...they've lasted a whole week...why isn't everything all better?"

OK, now I know this is going to take a LOT more time thank that. Hey - I never said I was patient ButI'm getting better.

More of same last night. Conversation for a few minutes when I got home. She came up with a reason to go do something with her GF. At least she was back early (9:30pm). I can't really blame her for leaving. It's very awkward at our house with us both there.