that was "I could die anyday"...Not any way. Not that I am planning on it..

Back to school went nicely. I did not make any overt effert to hang around W but she kinda hung around me.
IT's hard to explain but I think I have FINLEY detached. I feel like a load had been lifted by confirming our "separation".( Maybe I have accepted reality) No more pursuing on my part..(sorry OT) if she wants me to hang around...the ball is in her court now.
I'm ok. I feel now I can start to be myself around other people.

And if I claim to be a wise man, well
It surely means that I don't know