UD - You are not selfish. You are grieving. Give yourself time.

There are no words that can express my sorrow for you and for all that loved her. When one is so depressed that suicide feels like the only answer, one is not thinking of the pain those left behind will feel. One just wants to stop the intense pain/hurt and may even feel that when they are gone, life will be easier for those who love them as one will no longer be "a problem to others." I know from which I speak.

Hang in there UD and trust in God. I will continue to pray for you.


Me: 39 H: 39
S: 15
M: 18 years
Bomb: 6/3/09
H moved out: 10/15/09
H moved back:5/30/10