So, I'm beggining to notice a pattern in myself that seems consistent with others here. After getting myself right (i.e., detaching) and continuing to DB, I am beginning to sense low grade anger, or maybe the beginnings of contempt, brewing in me. Nothing W has done, but what she hasn't done. Maybe it's just the realization of W's apparent flippant attitude when it comes to our M - she can throw the D word around when she dropped the bomb, but now seems to enjoy acting like my W again without the slightest acknowledgment that a nuclear weapon blew up in our house.
I'm not going off the reservation, and I will stick with the gameplan. But, I am disliking the slow rate of progress. There is clearly no urgency on W's part. I understand it, I just...don't...like...it.
