Well, the moving thing is contingent upon the sep. agreement which is contingent upon having $ for representation which is contingent upon selling item that is taking way longer to sell than anticipated...
H was here and boy did that suck. Was nice for him to come in and make himself a little something (brought his own food at least)...I mentioned that he said he would only be in the office, but, with kids here (and of course soooo excited to have daddy here), I decided not to make a huge stink. But, he got that he was not playing by the rules (probably liked that too).
So, I managed to get the kids out of here to go do whatever...but through tantrums and breakdowns (H here adds emotional weight to a sitch that is already heavy on them, transitioning etc)...
Came back and made dinner...weird...I had a moment where I thought, "dumb a**hole" he could be f*cking his wife right now and getting fed a nice meal. Anyhoo...I guess, he looked kind of cute today...dammit.
But, he was lingering around while leaving, I gave him a barely hug (I had dripping dishwashing gloves on) and then as he took his time, I picked up his things and smiled. "Okay, have a great night." I walked him to the door. He mentioned the email about the play and said "but I guess you don't wanna do that." I answered, "ya, it doesn't really work for me." He said, "it's the closing night." I said, "well maybe I can get it on DVD" (thanks Coach)...and his said, "Ya, friend said it might be extended." I said, "excellent!" And, off he went...
