trying hard to figure things out

[twistfigure]

No we talked things through and Tiffany really is his co-worker Robyn's daughter. Robyn's phone was broken for a while so she was using Tiffany's. So I totally overreacted. He swore to me on his grandmother's grave that he was not seeing anyone else. His grandmother meant the world to him so I totally believe him. I wan thim back more than anything in the world I'm just making sure I am not looking for signs of hope that aren't there. example: today I was in a car accident and of course it got around the office. He sent me a IM to see if I was okay and to make sure the car was okay and to see if there was anything I needed help with. Ideally I would see that as a sign he still cared but I'm trying to look at him just being a good friend trying to help me out. Besides he has never been big on personal appearance with any of his girlfriends. Remember I have know him 10 years so I have seen him with a few girlfriends before we got together.