ACJ, I think the feeling that He wasn't there is normal. I know that He promises that He won't. I know that I have ignored Him at times.
I don't know if I am religious. I think today that connotation means more wrapped up in the formalities. If it means "faithful devotion", then I am trying.
Me:56, W:51 D:26,S:24,S:22 Married:18 Bomb 9/27/06 Separated 11/27/06 Divorced 10/6/08 Leaving it up to God