Ok, well Im feeling better this afternoon. I was reading thru the DB book a little. Again some of it seems to not make any sense at all. Its been a week since I last contacted him, 4 weeks tomorrow since any contact FROM him. The book says to try a technique , in my case NOT contacting him, for 2-3 weeks and if no changes happen to try something else. SO i was thinking ok, so i give it a couple of more weeks and see if he contacts me.
Then of course I thought about what I would do differently if he doesnt. Since most if not all of our contact has been online or over the phone since he went over there and there is no way I could travel even if I wanted to, does anyone have suggestions? Writing a letter would be different, i have only written him one since he went over there.
Im sure Im thinking way too far ahead, but having some sort of idea would help me, then I could set a goal, that if this doesnt work, I try this. I dunno, any thoughts?
As far as my life goes, I begged out of everything today and moped around then pulled the book out to read. I am feeling better altho I am a bit drained from the roller-coaster.
