I know how you are feeling. But let me tell you, the past six weeks I have gotten so much stronger. D13 is w/ her father, and I have had that time to just focus on me, getting back on my feet, getting my head together. It may sound selfish, but as much as I miss my tween, I am grateful for the time that I spent not having to worry about her either.

Now, though, I am just glad she is coming home.

Try and focus on you, what you want, what you need, what you are going to do. There is no harm in taking care of yourself.

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..