Honestly, I am "finding myself"...and I am enjoying it. But, the goal...I don't have one anymore other than handling my life with sanity and civility and setting small goals that I can meet.
Where H fits in this, I'm not sure.
Sound it sounds to me like you already have other plans for Sat night then. Send regrets to your mutual friend in it and see if he can get a DVD copy for you to watch.
There are other fish to fry after this with your husband. Plus watch his reaction after you are too busy to go with him. You are starting to bloom. Keep it up.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
