So I am so confused. I write here because I need to get these thoughts out of my head! If anyone can offer advice, I would be very grateful!
I am so tired of the seesaw effect I am having. One day I want to just let go, and the next day I have a glimmer of hope, and so on. I absolutely love my H and I want nothing more than to work out our M.
After H initially dropped the bomb on me he was barely calling me. Now lately he seems to be calling me everyday around the same time. I don't know if I should continue answering his calls or not? I do NOT bring up R at all. Today he asked if I had responded to the D papers and I said no. Then I quickly ended the conversation. Just told him I was busy at work and had to go. Should I just go dark for a while?
I was thinking of speaking to him this weekend and asking him, "are you happy where you are?" "Are you 100% sure this is what you want?" "Is there absolutely nothing that will change your mind?" I was thinking if I asked just those questions, and he answered yes he's happy, yes he's 100% sure, and no there's nothing that will change his mind, then I would go completely dark for a while.
