Thanks everybody! My friend spent the evening with another friend last night and I hope to see him tonight. Last night it all seemed to come crashing down around me, all the pain etc. I ended up going to my church and the Pastor met with me for two hours listening to me cry and talk about my past pain. He was a great comfort and a wonderful listener. We both missed the bible study. All the pain just seemed to overwhelm me. Today I'm going to my doctor to discuss the anxiety issues I've had lately. Since I've had that virus a few months ago I've become an obsessive worrier and am losing sleep. The funny thing is that no one would know. I'm very social and still attend all my activities but I am exhausted and just can't seem to contain the anxiety like I used to. I'm concerned because my Dad has been treated for depression so it's in my family. I just want to check with the doc. We'll see what happens. Life goes on.
