Thanks Karen -

Realized the reason I couldn't get out of bed the other day was that I'd over-medicated again. Stupid. Well, that's my story, rather than I really just couldn't get out of bed.

I woke up at 4:00 this morning, like regular, and didn't take anything else - made things easier even though I'm not well-rested.

I filled out a form online for a local lawyer the other day, but haven't heard back. Left messages yesterday afternoon at a couple of places, hopefully I'll get a call this morning.

Can't seem to get ahold of anyone. Frustrating.

Yeah W is upset. She was hiding out in her room last night, before the guy came. I knocked on the door and just said, you don't have to hide out. She came up and watched TV with me for awhile. When the guy came, she couldn't take it and disappeared.

As much as she's saying she doesn't want to "take me for all I'm worth", the papers say she wants exclusive access to the house, spousal support, child support - even though it says joint legal and physical custotody, and can support herself just fine if she works full-time - she's a physical therapist. I'm not just not sure what to think about all this.

I'm not even sure what I'm supposed to DO with these papers yet - I guess a response is required. Instructions are not clear. Need to get an appointment with the laywer. Says a mediation appt is set for Sept 4, court date 10/1.

I guess I should go to band practice tonight. Was thinking about skipping and sleeping, but will be good to get out.