I couldn't help myself, and sent two very firm text messages to Mr. Hunky fireman yesterday, then took my wife out for dinner and a movie. Problem is, the movie was Love Actually, which I recommend, but had enough cheating and hunky guys in it to make me insecure all over again. The night, overall, went well though. She asked me to come over for dinner tonight, but I am struggling with whether or not to go. Am I giving myself too much to this woman, as she stays on the fence about me, and about us? After today, we'll be back into our routines with work (I start a new gig tomorrow), and regular schedules after the long weekend. She just wants to enjoy my company once again before that happens. Nevertheless, I want to hold back. I don't know if she's still in touch with this guy or not, but she sems to be sincere in her desire to be with me, and care for me.
What to do. What to do.
Hope all's well with everyone out there, and that you all had a wonderful holiday. Thanks again for your concern. I'm very grateful for it.
