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[Yoyowife]

Saffie and Sara,
I will reply to your emails soon. I've been pretty busy. I guess that's a good thing.

I have talked to Mr. A everyday this week, often more than once. We have been having conflicting schedules about seeing each other. I'm going to dinner with a friend tonight. I picked up some shirts for him the other night that asked me to get. I will probably drop them off at his house afterwards.

He had a business dinner last night, he wanted to cancel it and see me, but I told him, not a good idea. Tonight is dinner with my friend. I think we may see each other tomorrow night.

After living in limbo so long with my H and being at his beck and call, I've made up my mind I will not let that happen again. I will see Mr. A when it is convenient for me. I hope that doesn't sound callous, but I believe many can relate.

I do like Mr. A, but I won't let it be all about him. I plan on having my own life too. I think one thing we all get out of this is that we can become stronger and become our own person. I am discovering that person and don't want to lose her.