I am hurt. Just hurt. I am lost and I dont know as stubborn as he is if I can ever get him back. I just dont. When he starts talking about me finding another husband it just breaks my heart. I broke down and wrote him a letter. I told him how much I loved him and how I believe in him and how I will fight for this marriage. What do I do? I want to be a family. I want him back but I am so miserable because I cannot get him to budge. It was okay and I really thought I had a shot until Monday..I felt it was his last straw. He told me the marriage was over...just over..that is all. He did not want to fight..although he ended up doing alot of blaming..Last night he was cold and detached for the most part. I screwed up my efforts when he called me out and told me I was being fake. I screwed up when I looked him in the eye and asked him what he did at lunch on his birthday.he smirked...I think I mentioned that "supposed" ow left work at 12 the day of his birthday..I thought she may have went to meet him..i just dont know..or it could just be a game with him..Is it possible that he is pretending there is someone else??? What is this? DO I even have a chance to save this marriage anymore?
