Okay, Johanna. I will take your advice, although it will be hard. Faith is easier said than done. I think she ended it, I hope she ended it. But I can't help but think she hasn't, that I cannot compare to this guy, no matter how handsome she thinks I am. I want to just call her and say *I'm cutting you loose so you can have him*, but she did say she wants to work on this, so I will take her at her word, for now.
I called a therapist to try and see him, or at least talk to him. I doubt I can see him till next week. Figures...when I need it most, it's a 4-day weekend. AHHHHHHH!!!!!
