You did the right thing by forcing her to make a decision and a timeframe in which to do it. The waiting is a killer, but we have played the waiting game before.
You are far from worthless. That is just the situation speaking and we all have those times that we feel like this. Our lives that we thought were secure are unraveling. We are bound to have thoughts about where we fit in. Because right now, we don't fit in where we want to be. I am grateful for this BB because I have a large group of peers that are going through or have gone through what we are experiancing and their insights and knowledge are comforting to me, and I hope, to you, too.
Cloudy, you have become a friend as we go through this trial by fire and support each other on our worst days, share in the small joys that we have, and comfort each other when the insecurities and uncertanties become obstacles that overwhelm us.
Whatever the decision, I'm here to listen and try to help. Try to take care of yourself, because you deserve so much more than what you are dealing with.
