And I will tell you that I actually felt a LOT better one I told H that I was going to file for D. I didn't want it. I had really wrestled with myself on it. I told myself that he was going to have to be the one to take that step. But, then I thought about it, and I thought it would definitely be a 180 for me, so I just did it.......and it like I had stopped running and turned around and yanked the teeth out of an angry tiger that was trying to bite me in the a**!!
Of course, you have to follow your own heart, Treese. But, the only way to get to the other side of the fear and pain, is to go through it..... so you might as well bite the bullet and face it head on.
Take care!
((((((hugs))))))
TJ
Me45,H49 D24,S18 M26,T28 Bomb 3/19/08 Sep 6/23/08 EA/PA with Secretary 2007-8 3/2009 H moved in w/OW2 7/2009 Let him go w/Love. 8/2009 Legally Sep'd