OK I suck. .....I know you will all 2 x 4 me for caring at all when he is so horrible. How do I turn it off???
Sweetie, you DON'T "suck"!!! What you are is a warm caring woman with real feelings and it hurts when somebody you love (or loved) treats you like crap! And unfortunately there is no "off" switch to the caring heart. If there was, I'd have found it long ago! But, remember, these feelings that hurt so much are also the best parts of ourselves! It's that warm heart that makes you a wonderful mother, daughter, friend.......
Hang in there, BobbiJo!
((((((hugs))))))
TJ
Me45,H49 D24,S18 M26,T28 Bomb 3/19/08 Sep 6/23/08 EA/PA with Secretary 2007-8 3/2009 H moved in w/OW2 7/2009 Let him go w/Love. 8/2009 Legally Sep'd
But, remember, these feelings that hurt so much are also the best parts of ourselves! It's that warm heart that makes you a wonderful mother, daughter, friend....... 
