I've done lots of the school related friendy stuff, I do fine, that's old hat.
The difference is deliberately going out together on a date...but ya, I need to not care what the heck people think.
We do the friendy family time thing every once in a while.
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Forgive me for projecting a bit, but this is just my reading -- in your eyes, Monsoor is HIM, the guy that visited all this crap on you (frankly, he's that guy in my eyes, too, but my eyes don't really matter here FWIW). As long as that's the case, "companionship" beyond Friendiness just don't seem to be in order, ya know?
Yes. I know. That is how I feel. But I also feel that within our marriage, I really hurt him. I know it sounds ridiculous and the past is the past but IF we were going to look at each other through a "new lens" as I asked him to do with me...I don't know what would have to happen for me to do so.
Thanks for the support and the kind words. It helps.
I'm actually still feeling good. I sort of experience this like watching a movie...into it but easily over it.
