And it's very revealing to your level of growth and understanding when you say you don't want anything bad to happen to him, and that you hope he'll treat the next good woman better. No wonder you are feeling good. I bet he will "wake" up eventually, probably due to some other emotional loss. By then you will have left him far behind in the dust. I on the other hand, am hoping my bf never meets a good woman again. I guess I better work on that if I aspire to the state of mind you are reaching. Hey I couldn't find your picture in the paper? I don't mind if you post a link. ;-)