GIMA...I am so proud of you! No matter what happens, in the end, you will have come out a better man.
Thanks Ashlee. I know I already am a better man. My R with my kids has never been as close as it is now. For that, I am truly grateful.
It's just this puzzling W I have. I am not trying to figure out what's going on in her head, but I can't help but wonder where she is and what she wants. I know what I want, but I'm ok if that is not what the plan is.
Is she just getting comfortable having the illusion of a H without having to be a W?
Is she too scared/prideful to make the first move?
Is she simply stuck?
I know the way back has to be marked by stages. I just don't know what stage we are at, if any. I do love her, in a different way - I'm not sure I could ever love her again without the concern this could all happen again. But, now I know "this" could happen to anyone, anytime. So, maybe this is hte healthy way to look at a MR v. what we are taught to believe - we get M'd and are supposed to stay M/in love.
Just rambling. I am not getting down. If anything, I feel like a student trying to figure out a new problem in class.
