Oh, I want to add that I have also been racking my brain about whether or not to text another him who I like, so this is kind of my style...aargh. I'm just really not good with this gamey stuff.

Meaning, I do feel relatively detached, I am just a bit of a spaz when it comes to communicating with guys, I guess. I do well with straight forward and candid...not the temperature taking and pussy-footing.

maybe that's what I need to stick with, it is after all who I am.

I think Gucci would say to tell H I have other plans (or maybe not even respond)...

round and round I go...