I'm tired of H not caring. I'm tired of acting like everything is great. I'm tired of his lying. I'm tired of watching my H destroy his relationship with S. I'm sick and tired of knowing he's cheating and he doesn't give it a second thought. I'm tired of feeling like a d@mn fool. I hate that my S has such disrespect for his father and my H doesn't 'get it'. I hate that the littlest things can get me crying. Tonight it was Mamma Mia and the song "The winner takes it all." I feel like the loser standing small...
Me: 39 H: 39 S: 15 M: 18 years Bomb: 6/3/09 H moved out: 10/15/09 H moved back:5/30/10
