I'm not worried about hanky panky, it isn't happening.
I am not feeling that this will make or break us...what "us" anyway?
I have a tough time picking a response and hitting send.
It is not so much about control as not really liking him right now, I guess.
I mean, I'm on the phone with a new accountant discussing the tax ramifications of child support etc and he's emailing me to come out with him...
I guess I just don't know what the point is.
I try to think of if I would go out with him if he were just one of many "hims" which he is at this point and I figure I'd say "sure, why not?" But seeing as he is the him that has devastated my life (although not so much cuz I'm happier now, maybe I should take him out and thank him) and he sure caused our kids some heartache...I dunno...
Is his ego just so distressed that he needs to know he can get me to go out with him if he tries hard enough?
Oh crappity crap, this doesn't feel like detachment...one point for him.
But, duuuuuuuuude, I have been handling sh*t so well...feels good.
Just this nagging thing of the guy who was but wasn't asking me out on a date...ggrrr...
Maybe I'll take another look at yesterday's list.
I have to admit, I'd really like Gucci's take on this.
Oh and the play is a friend's play...so weirdness there...I mean am I publicly displaying my approval of H's behavior? Does it matter?
