WAW - Very confused and devastated - pt 11

[confusedinpa]

I had a good call with my boys tonite. For some reason, they couldn't get skype or his laptop going. I just told him to put it in his backpack and I'll take a look at it over the weekend. I heard him tell her and she said she would. We'll see when I pick him up tomorrow.

My 7 year old did ask again about one on one time with his mom. I was torn between giving it to him so I could have one on one time with my 3 year old (we only had it once and he's been asking ever since) vs. losing time with my 7 year old when it is suppose to be my time.

I told him that we'll talk about it when we're together.

Fortunately my 3 year old didn't ask about golf and their's a chance of T-Showers each day this weekend so I may be able to get out of it.

They both knew tomorrow was Thurs so they knew they were going to come home when I picked them up. Normally, I would ask her to join us for dinner and go to the soccer game. I didn't this time. She knows where the soccer game is. I won't stop her from going. I did tell the boys that we will have a yummy dinner but didn't invite her.

I don't know what the future will bring, but I do know I will am now only 20 hours away from seeing my boys. I can't wait to coach my 7 year old's soccer team, play baseball with my 3 year old and just be together to experience the moments with my boys, where ever those moments lead us......

Yeah! Feels like I'm back to a up moment!