Well she came over tonight and left. God she was hot. Ok nevermind that. I didn't say much to her. She showed me her ticket and said if I could pay for it. I asked what her budget was for her trip. She said 500. I was shocked. But I didn't try and argue with her about it. She then looked at the due date and said"well I can pay for it nevermind." I then asked when she was going to pay me for insurance. She started to raise her voice at me. I didn't want to pick that battle. She then said she is going to pick up the kids Monday after work. I didn't want to pick that battle either.
When she was leaving my son started to cry. It broke my heart. He wanted his mommy to stay. We both walked her to her car and and we both huged her. I huged and kissed her on the cheek and said "have fun on your trip."
I wished WAS can see the pain of there childern. I wished she was back it was hard not to just tell her how much pain everyone is in.
She was hot and smelt really good. Man wtf she never did that when we were together? I know she is going out also. Its obvious. But I didn't make a fit about it.
I need to breath.
I miss her. Almost done with DR.
Me:27 W:24 S:2 D:9 months M:3 years Together for 8 years Bombed : 6/11/09 Moved out: 6/27/09 Found out about her affair 9/7/09 (she started her's at 6/25/09) Begged n plead 7/25/09 started DB 8/17/09