trying hard to figure things out

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So H and I had a civil conversation yesterday over IM. I initiated the conversation but he gladly joined in saying he has been scared to talk to me, not wantin got pour salt in fresh wounds, still trying to figure things out, etc. I told him I could understand his concerns which is the same reason I hav enot contacted him however we do have on resolved business and we pledged to stay friends so we need to talk on the occasion not every day. I also told him I was done crying over him and never wanted to have another arguement so if we did argue it would be something he would start not me but I would gladly end. He was very polite after that even assuring me that there was no one else why he threw that in I'm not sure. I asked if he would like the playstation I bought back as I had took it when I moved and he said that would be very nice of me. I reminded him my b-day was comin gup and he said he remembered and would be sure to say something to me that day. I went and put the playstation on his desk after he was gone today and found a bright white receipt on his desk. He was never much into personal apprerance so this new interest in tooth whitening seems to hint to MLC which is what I thought was the problem. Not snooping by the way it was in plain site. Any thoughts???