Uh huh what Corri said....I keep remembering that fella who was going to move onto another relationship and was OK with the idea of his wife finding a man who could accept her as she is. I'll let you in on a little secret...nothing gets to a woman quicker than a man willing to fight for her.
Another secret, while married I had a crush on a neighbor. Never would have done anything but I'm damned glad I didn't keep a journal cause some of the thoughts I was having about this man were pretty emotional and hot. I loved my husband though, couldn't imagine life without him but had given up on it ever getting better. You don't know what is going on as far as this fire fighter so stop telling yourself stories and find out the truth. Nothing lights a fire under my butt like emotional pain. Kick it into high gear Brian and put all that pain to work in your favor. Cathy~