Quote: I wouldn't place too much significance on her words "I imagine what it would be like to kiss and make love to a man that I am truly attracted to" as they could also be interperted differently as well...
perhaps the "attraction" that she is speaking of is that lustful pang...that of course comes with newness...and not so much on actually finding you un attractive.
That is easy to say from where you sit, but your points are well taken. I appreciate them. We work at a movie studio, and we just attened a function at there and I saw the studio fire truck drive by us, and she went out of her way to see who was driving it. I then hugged her, asking her if she was afraid of anyone seeing us do that. She looked at me quizically and asked me what I meant. I changed the subject. Something's up, and I know it. Attending the function wit her was fun, until that happened.
This is so painful, it is driving me crazy. Between the b.s. at work, and my marriage troubles, I just want to cut and run. It's taking everything I have to just move day-to-day right now.
