Being away from your children right now has to be contributing to the sadness, but it also has given you some time for yourself to process the hurt and anguish.
What to do with it? Let it roll over you and away. Think of the sadness and pain as a large wave. It has to come to shore, it has to engulf you for a short time but it goes back out to sea to lap gently at your ankles. It will go......with time.
Love to you K!
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!