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[dday101798]

No, not in that sense. I just don't feel it's "good" for me right now to read through other's stories that are currently going on that are so similar to what I've lived through and the mistakes I made that could have had a completely different effect on things. Irregardless, I knew the D was going to happen so, I don't know, I just odn't feel right doing it anymore.

I don't know, I feel at my highest state of acceptance of the situation. If I could just get financially stable, I so want to get out on my own, once and for all.

Worst part is I just received a e-mail from a distant friend of mine saying his W stopped taking her meds that keep her emotionaly balanced during her monthly cycle, and she flipped out on him and proclaimed she wanted a D and started negotiating custody and all.

Really hit home. So, I'll give him my full on attention. He does have one heck of a temper on him and has been really stressed with work issues, so as any DB'r would suggest, take a long look at yourself, RIGHT NOW, before this gets any worse.