I feel nothing.

I mean, I don't even care if he loses the house.

And for the first time in a long time, I feel...free. I realize, and really realize, that I don't h ave to hurt anymore. My stbx did not do anything to earn my love and devotion, and now I can say I tried, and I don't want to try anymore.

And that feels really good.


Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..