who is this man?

[Ms Jen]

Thanks. I'm not sure that I know what I can handle, brandnewday.

It would be easier for me to GAL if he wasn't at home. It's Weird.. I still feel like we are a team and should make joint decisions - but I'm not sure if he's still on the team or not. I've never played alone, esp since we met when I was 19. I REALLY want to tell him to sh!t or get off the pot. Now that would be a 180! But I won't, for now.

I'm wondering how long it will take for him to initiate contact [physical or otherwise] and wondering how I'll deal if he NEVER does.

For now I'm swimming every morning and walking every evening. It's good for me and it gets me out of the house. Plus I can pass tears off as sweat, and blame red eyes on chlorine. That is, if anyone notices either.