I'm here, but have been a wreck for the past couple days. Yesterday, in a fit of pique at my boss's inane request about something, I submitted my resignation. I am just swimming in insanity.
I'm at the office today, going about my job. My wife, who you'll recall works with me, had a nice talk thins morning. She was fuming yesterday because I submitted the resignation without even talking to her about it first. I felt so paralyzed this morning, that I called her from my office and we talked about what happened between me and my boss (who happens to be her boss too), and she is totally backing me up in my decision now. She is actually supporting me! I told her how appreciative I am of that, and I am feeling better now in general.
I still believe she's falling for someone else, but it also might be a fantasy thing, or just her way of gauging her feelings toward me. It also might just be fate for her to be with the guy. He's a firefighter, apparently, which does wonders for my ego at the moment, which means I feel like s**t.