As you can see in my response to Jimbo, I will try. It is the every two weeks of idle chatter will get to me. Nothing I seem to do will erase this drive to get my head beat in again when I want to talk about R. I know, if you know the answer, why ask it.. However, I keep asking. True, I have been going through the motions. Every week I get a new reason that I stumble across that makes it harder to want to try. But I guess I wouldn't be on this site if I didn't love her and I didn't want to try. So tomorrow is another day--our 15 year anniversary day. Should be interesting. I think I will end up showing up at her little fundraiser tomorrow night.
Thanks....
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