We're doing well, and getting better. I may be succeeding in work, and exercising, and having fun w/friends, but this still weighs on my heart heavily. I can't tell my heart to not feel this. I just have to keep trying to push the hurt to the back. Not sure how long the stress of this will allow me to continue though.
IMHO the key to all this is YOU staying emotionally centered...in a way you must harden your heart to an extent(I know that sounds stupid)but be open to reconciling when he is ready....in my laymen, redneck speak....don't let his dip**it ways or things he says or does affect you or your PMA...even if you have to act.....
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Not sure how long the stress of this will allow me to continue though.
I understand that....I got to a point where I said "f" it..I'm done..it's not what I wanted but now i know I am the better for it....sometimes we are miserable but are not in a place where we can see our own misery...sometimes it takes a life shattering event for us to see what misery we are in.....
like I said..continue on..keep a watchful eye, trust but verify..always..
I read along..I SEE GOOD THINGS from YOU and him....
of course,,having said that...all of us here rely on YOUR side of the story and take it for what you say it is...
in his mind it may be the exact opposite
hopefully...he is not just batchittcrazy..like Kim was..
