Must be the phases of the moon or something. I'm right there with you. I know exactly what you mean about being tired. Tired of all of it. Sometimes it feels like I'll be stuck in this mess forever. Like nothing changes. In truth though, I have seen changes. I just have my little pity parties.
Having said that though, I know it will get better. We just have to tough it out. What do you do that makes you feel good? I've taken up bellydancing. Sometimes I feel like a fool, but I can laugh at myself (at least).
Look at how long you've been at this and how far you've come. I know you've got steel in your veins.
