Corri,

I have always suspected that you are secretly working as a salesperson for a large publishing company because you recommend so many books! LOL You are just trying to make commissions, you sly fox, you...

You LOST your magic wand? OMG, is the world going to end? We really miss you when you are away for awhile, welcome back.

Thanks to all that offer their experiances and advice here. I know that I am not crazy but there are many days that I feel like I am going crazy. My H has not pursued so far, and I doubt if he will. If he does not have to face me then he does not have to reach into the bag of emotions and he just won't do that. C'est la vie.

Took yesterday afternoon off and slept which I really needed. Feel better today but trying to learn to live in limbo. Not really married, not really anything else either. Oh boy, what tangeled webs our lives do lead.

Cloudy, hope you got some rest, too. It really helps make one feel better when you are not so exhausted. Have you chosen a color scheme for the pimping pad? Candles are great but the scented ones make me sneeze. Why do I get the feeling that the focal point of your new pad will be the boudoir?

I agree with Jiji that you do not have to present a positive light when you can't see in the dark. That's why we are out here, to guide each other to a light and hold onto our sanity.