oh, i've pretty much let the questions go. whenever i have moments of self-doubt, though, they seem to come back, like a nasty little voice in my head saying "ex was happy to get away from you." That and the fact that it always surprises me when she asks if I want to do something with her. I'm friendly, but don't see the point in trying to be friends. we have no kids and I doubt any future girlfriends would be all that thrilled if i hung out with my ex.
