Had a good time on Friday and Saturday. Sunday he was anxious and said he didn't know why. He's been moody since Sunday - claims he's just tired. Having some problems with ML - said maybe he has deep seated issues he needs to work through? I'm hoping he'll make his individual counseling appointment soon.
I'm finding myself still a little bit on an emotional rollercoaster. Feeling like we're making progress one day only to take two steps back the next. I still struggle some days with the "want to work on things" myself. I get really tired of feeling like I'm doing the majority of the work on improving things.
I was proud of myself last night. He's been rather short-tempered again. And I just said to him was it really necessary to talk to me that way?!
I know there is no quick fix for this and it's going to take some time. I haven't been able to exercise the last week - I'm going tonight which makes a huge difference for me! I just need to quit taking his issues and making them personal. It's just really hard not to do that!
