Going to MC today by myself, W went yesterday. I have gone almost completely dark since she told me about the getting a L. I haven't been calling her or texting her at all, but if she calls I will answer most of the time and be nice, but always end the conversation first. Not sure if it is working at all, but last night she texted me that she hopes I am doing ok and she has really been thinking about me and praying for me. Now I am not sure what that means, but I am taking that as a positive. She also texted me late asking who this new friend (girl) was on FB and I never responded last night and then she called me first thing this morning to ask it. So again, I think she is thinking about me and wondering about things, which I guess is good?
I have been hanging with friends a lot and have started a diet this week with Metabolic Research Center and it is going good so far. I have lost 7 lbs so far and will stick with this no matter what!
I have a new schedule now with the kids and will be getting them every W, T, F and all day Sat which is going to be better instead of breaking it up. The kids are really excited to see me and last night d11 emailed me telling me how much she missed me and wanted me to come back home and be with them and that she loved me more the whole world That made me feel good and sad at the same time.
That made me feel good and sad at the same time.
