What are you doing do GAL? not much other than running and working out
What are you doing for you? running
How old are your kids?
1 1/2 and 4(almost 5)


Last night he flipped on me..He was in a bad mood because D threw a fit that she did not want to leave and then he came to work to get me but I had drove..he forgot.
So after D went to bed he took off his wedding ring. Said our marriage was over. He said it was over a long time ago. He said he never trusted me in 10 years. He said that the end was when we moved into my parents house I lost his trust and I would never get it back. He said I drove the bills into the ground and messed up the house( not making payments) He said his sister said how could I do that I took the responsibility on about the bills and it is my resp. to make sure they are paid. I asked him so many times to help. I told him to leave this weekend. He said the changes I have been making were fake. He said I could never change. I said watch me. I said I love you uncond. I dont care about he money or anything else. He said he is not leaving right now. I said you need to leave and I do not care where you go. HE said he cared about the kids and the house. This morn. I asked him to put on his wedding ring and he did. I hope it stays there. I hope I get a chance to prove to him I am someone he can trust. He said I am here. He blames me for everything. Everything! I dont know how to earn his trust back. I think he wants to give me a chance but I am not sure. He stopped when I was crying and I told him I love him so much and he does not realize what he is giving up. I said I married you when you had nothing and I dont care what you do now I just love you and want to be with you. Is he ever going to see the light? Does he really want me to change? What have I done! It is all my fault. I ruined everything! The kids..his life. He was drunk when he said all of this. I dont know what to do..I really do not know if I can save this marriage. I want to and I told him that I am not giving up. I will fight for this marriage. He kept saying that we do not love each other. I said I do love you. He said we will end up hating each other.