I could almost ditto your post as far as the emotions and feelings go. Feel like a vagabond since I have been traveling the past two weekends and staying with friends. I hate living out of a suitcase. I am home this week since the H is out of town for work and I am taking care of the dog. I miss her, but she is the "other woman" in his life that he pays more attention to. The second "other woman" is his job, and I know how many men place their entire self worth with their job.
Had a long and tough conversation with H last night. Seems that I should stick a fork in this relationship. He is deep in denial about our problems and is scared to make any changes. I deserve more and he knows it.
My gut keeps telling me that this is as good as it will ever get in this M. But I am miserable and desperately unhappy because the only thing that I have asked my H for, he will not do for me. I need and want the passion and desire in my marriage. That is too much for our LD spouses to give to us. Sometimes I wonder if we should all "swap" our respective spouses and see what that would do. I digress but could go on ad-nauseum.
I have seen Keb Mo perform. Great entertainer and I like his music.
Cloud, It's a rough day for both of us, but it's nice to know that we are not alone trying to cope. Thanks..
