OK - I'm ready. Make up - au natrelle and blemishes covered, courtesy of Clinique, may God Bless 'em; Hair - clean, dyed and no grey showing - straightened perfectly; Clothes - new jeans and a shirt neither of us have seen in ages ... maybe heeled boots just before he arrives??
Thinking that a cup of tea in the sunshine now, with DR in hand, will be good preparation before he arrives. May get some firming up on techniques and will relax and calm me ... 3 hrs 10 mins and counting ... though I shouldn't.
Breath ... breath... don't react. OK - got it. Don't let him feed off my anxiety ... be business like but polite and friendly ... smile - am I ready???
Can't help thinking, looking in the mirror, that I still look 10 years older than when he left 2 months ago ... will have to use personality to make up for that and surely he will realise what a toll this has all taken on me, despite that I am supposed to be GAL'ing!
Any last minute pearls of wisdom or advice on script ... how the evening should go? Should I compliment him on his appearance (last time I saw him I told him he looked bl**dy awful!) or just take things very low key ...? Yes, guessing that's the best.
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"
