UPSIDE DOWN and struggling badly.

[Eskimo Nell]

I hear you - and know that you are right. I'm going to start this day over - it's been a disaster since I got up this morning. I'm going to do as you say.

I think that overall, I am just so disappointed that I had been working reasonably well, only to have to go crawling to him now that the chips are down. It's taken away my confidence. The car doing this is so annoying too -I could expect it if it was an old bomb but it's not! I just hope that it doesn't do, as could be predicted, and start first time he turns it over!!

I'm also disappointed as I have been unable to get to the post office to send off my friends birthday present AND I really wanted to go get those plants to put in today. It's all just a smack in the face really. Broke H's favourite glass last night (will broach that with him later but I doubt he cares any more) and then the perfume this morning has about pushed me clean over the edge. It's always the 'small' things, isn't it?

Just put the straighteners through my hair and still look like a pig - only now one that's been pulled backward through a hedge, so I'm starting over - from scratch - including putting a dye on!!