Feeling really positive today...there's a big world out there and this year it's all about getting ready for next year when I get back out there. I want to travel more, buy a new house in the next couple of years, to do some study and to entertain more at home. Have to get more organised in the meantime! I realise I have been letting things stand in the way...making excuses and it's been all about H, not me.
Just a random thought....a year ago for the kid's birthdays we all went to dinner, horribly strained events. We split the bill both times. This year birthday dinners and dinner with H's parents h paid and didn't accept my offer. When we went to dinner after S's formal H paid and I gave cash after and he accepted. My translation-dinner for 2 = we'll both pay our way cos this is not a date!
